new leaf

As usual, I am overwhelmed. Hindi na naman makatulog. Nagsisimula na namang kumati ang talampakan, sa eczema. Ganun naman parati.

It usually takes me some time to absorb everything. The previous life I had has thought me to be cautious of every step, responsibility I take.

But the things that have been happening to me lately are like that big, and frankly, as old as I am, I am not ready. Am I worthy? I ask myself. Why me? I ask myself more. DO I have a choice?

But I know this is the Lord’s will and so, here I am throwing myself in, head up.

I am turning a new leaf…